Pages

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Teen Mania Global Expeditions: The Ultimate Letdown


I was just thinking about it, and I have to say, my Teen Mania missions trip was one of the most disappointing and damaging events in my life.  I have never worked so hard to get something, and then been so let down...EVER.

I spent almost two grand on my Global Expedition.  That was money that my parents didn't have, and I had to work very hard to raise it.  It took almost a year of saving every penny, selling candy bars, begging everyone at my church for money, giving up my personal belongings for garage sales, etc., to be able to go on this trip.  It really was a once in a lifetime experience as far as I was concerned.

Then I got to Venezuela, and the truth of the situation turned out to be very different than what I was sold by Teen Mania when I signed up for the missions trip.  You can read my whole story here, but I can honestly say that what happened on that trip has haunted me well into my adult life (I can't believe I just turned 30 :-/).

The other day I was talking with my doctor during a routine visit, and she had to fill out a form for the insurance company listing all of my different diagnoses for various medical conditions.  I was surprised to see "PTSD" listed--that's post-traumatic stress disorder.  I asked her was that was about, and she said it was because of all the panic attacks and mood episodes I have related to Teen Mania.  I have nightmares about my missions trip to this day.  I can hear certain songs or see certain things that put me right back in that place I was at when I was 16 years old.

In hindsight, going on a Teen Mania Global Expedition was one of the worst decisions I have ever made.  If I had it to do all over again, I definitely would have spent the time, effort, and money on something else...perhaps a missions trip with my local church, or something entirely different.

What do you think?  Years (or even months) later, do you think going on your Teen Mania Ministries missions trip was a good decision?

5 comments:

  1. A TeenServe WorkCamp is a one-week mission trip for junior and senior high youth groups. Workcampers “work” during the day and “camp” at a school during the night.The purpose of our Jr. High Missions Trip is to help people in need while serving the lord.

    ReplyDelete
  2. Awesome! Some really helpful information in there. Thanks for sharing this interesting post with us.I enjoy at the time of reading this post.Keep sharing with us.I am very interested by reading this.
    Rosenburg & Cooper

    ReplyDelete
  3. Hi, Myself(Gary), 2 sons and 2 other adults went on Global Expeditions trip this past Summer to Baja, Mex. and it was absolutely Awesome. It was life changing for each of us that went and we are currently looking for another trip to go on again. The leadership was great as well as ministry. Hope this helps. Believing your next trip will be better. God Bless.
    Any questions send me to wmsgbii@netscape.net
    Gary

    ReplyDelete
  4. Is this a joke? It's a pretty negative way of looking at things for someone who is going on a trip based on their belief system in Christianity. I have done several missions with GE and as a kid these were the times of my life. I think you had a negative experience because of your attitude more than anything.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Really? How do you know that this particular trip wasn't a horrible experience? I went on a GE trip as well and I wish I hadn't. It was horrible and made me lose what little faith I had in Christianity.

      Delete